Estranged Daughter

Oh my cherished reader, this is a space where I come to not hold back. I am free to anonymously share my sometimes dark inner thoughts. This is not my healing journey or homework journal I keep with my psychiatrist. I come here to share my pondering’s, my ideas, and my opinions they are free to flow from me to you. I have no censorship here, and I mostly adore the feedback I get from the other estranged family members around the globe. I however am not interested in your advice on my “healing” or what works for you. Don’t leave that comment about forgiveness or hate, this is a place where I do not have pretend. I don’t come here for that, if what I share doesn’t resonate, that’s okay. It’s okay for you to not understand what it’s like to have a mother that would allow men to sexually assault her children to keep them around. It’s okay to not understand the anger and pain that comes along with that. I like to toe the line, I know it’s like a night with no moon over here it’s so dark. However, this is the place I am free to do so. Don’t encourage me I am angry yes and that’s okay. I am not going to hold back, it’s a hard thing to talk about. It’s even harder to go though allow me the safe place to share what it’s like for a broken soul to share an experience with other broken souls.