Estranged Daughter

“Our mothers tell us that there are no monsters under our beds, or hidden inside our closets but they don’t warn us that sometimes monsters come dressed as people that claim to you love more than the sun loves the moon.”

Nikita Gill

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• I’m a Jealous Person
  I’m a jealous person. sayings like: “Love never fades.” They- make me feel queasy. The heart that is now mine- once… Read more: I’m a Jealous Person
• I don’t want your advice, Thanks though.
  Oh my cherished reader, this is a space where I come to not hold back. I am free to anonymously share… Read more: I don’t want your advice, Thanks though.
• I hope my mom is afraid to die.
  Dear Reader, the only consolation I get is knowing that my abusive mother will get what’s coming to her. In this… Read more: I hope my mom is afraid to die.
• The Abused Becomes The Abuser
  I raise my voice until it shakes vibrates unrecognizable girl, forsakes molding into the villain is effortless second nature. abuse can’t… Read more: The Abused Becomes The Abuser
• Tragedy Was a Familiar Friend of Mine
  POEMWe were close; inseparable as a child. Tragedy used to visit, often and unannounced.In the beginning of our relationship, I detested… Read more: Tragedy Was a Familiar Friend of Mine
• I’m Not Over It
  They are always monitoring the healing process, and you already know how I feel about that dear reader. Whether it be… Read more: I’m Not Over It
• My Mom Prefers Men
  This one in particular dear reader has been the most troublesome thing I’ve had to “overcome.” Clearly, I still struggle with… Read more: My Mom Prefers Men
• I Wish my Abuser Would Die, but She’s my Mom.
  Last year in April around the time I stopped talking to my mom, I remember it like yesterday I had just… Read more: I Wish my Abuser Would Die, but She’s my Mom.
• I Don’t Think Healing is Real.
  I don’t mean to be so dark reader, I swear I’m not a pessimist. I didn’t say happiness isn’t attainable, or… Read more: I Don’t Think Healing is Real.
• Neglect Doesn’t Feel Like Abuse.
  Dear reader, I know you’re not unintelligent, on the contrary I just believe you deserve an explanation. When someone smacks you… Read more: Neglect Doesn’t Feel Like Abuse.